Hanuman upset in not finding Sita
Hanuman focused on locating Sita only, while he went searching for her in that house, he saw houses were made of creepers, and Houses of Architectural Marvel , the houses which were suitable for living int the night seeing them he searched intently and carefully in each of them. But beautiful eyed Sita laone was not visible. “ Oh My in this Lanka city despite very carefully searching in all places Rama’s dear wife is not seen.Unable to be away from her Life force has Sita died?The daughter of Janaka who never deviates from the path of Pious with the intention to safe guard her Chastity, not agreeing to this Cruel Rakshasaa , was she killed by him? Sita who enjoyed the Divine Auspicious Form of Rama , seeing the ugly an cruel form of those Cruel Rakshasis who have been assigned to safe guard her,due to their cruel actions has she forsaken her Life out of fear? Sugreeva is very strong; he punishes severely.In the Time Limit of 1 month he gave I had spent playfully with the Vanaras; Sita also hasnot been found; have not assessed the Enemy’s Strength and Valour; in this state am I worthy of going in front of him?I searched the Ravana’s Queen Chambers thoroughly without leaving any single place.; I saw his wives but did not see his wife the great Pathivratha( pure pristine and Noblest, Chaste, Loving, Humble dotting Wife not falling prey to Fame, Money or Power) any where.Having crossed the sea of 100 Yojhanas width,having won over the obstacles midway, having searched in the miniature form every where is this City has been wasted!
If I return without completing the task “ Hanuman had crossed and gone to Lanka.he will accompljsh all our opinions. We do not have to worry. Our miseries are over” thus Vanara Warriors will be keenly awaiting my arrival after surrounding me what would they say? “ Hey Jewell of Valour, you have accomplished the task which could not be done by us.Did you see Rama’s wife? Did you assess Ravana’s strength and Valour of his Forces? You please tell us in detail what all you did there?” they would ask.What will I reply? Can I say despite searching all over Lanka Sita could not be traced.Other Vanara warriors spoke of their might to Angadha and escaped.I alone kept mouth shut and when Jhambhavan prasied me , elated , foolishly have I blabbered. Without assessing the nature of the Task to be accomplished I agreed to fulfill the task. While starting without being silent I bragged “ Like the arrow used in Rama’s bow, in few seconds I will go to Lanka.There I will find Sita. If not found I will go and search everywhere in all the 14 Worlds and Locate her wherever She is. If I do not find her there also, I will come back to Lanka once again, bind Ravana and drag him, and bring him.if he is also not seen, I will uproot Lanka and bring it here” thus did I make a war cry.Jhambhavaan and Angadha who spoke in tune with him amd other Vanaras will now ridicule me.If I stay here itself with out returning, when the time limit is over, all Vanaras will think ‘Hanuman must have become tired and fallen in the ocean; or he must have been killed by the enemies’ thus deciding they will do Prabhowaysa and will leave their Lives. Thus he got worried for sometime then he thought “ Why did I slip on my intellect ! Worry will cost Life; spoil the task; for all the wealth Motivation is the reason; Motivation gives the best Comfort;, isn’t it Motivation /enthusiasm which instigates a person to accomplish it, What ever the Task may be? It is enthusiasm which helps ease situation and do the job ,whatever the Human undertakes.Hence with enthusiasm i will make efforts once again. The places ruled by Ravana Bhana shala, Flower Houses, Arts and crafts Emporiums, Sports complexes, the groves attached to the Houses, , Roads, Pushpaka Vimana, Mines and the houses in 4 road junctions, independent Sports complexes separately constructed away from Houses, I will search once again. Thus climbing, getting down, standing, walking, opening entrance doors, going inside and coming out, , entering the caves, got out and went on searching, There was no place n Ravana’s Queens Chambers. The streets inside the fort, the 4 road juctions and the underneath the Seats of the park Trees , Ponds and other places searched very well. He saw Rakshasis of different hues, shapes,forms, those who dress in gory fashion but could not find Sita. He saw Vidhyadhara Ladies who were Paragon of beauty.; but could not find Rama’s dear wife Sita. He saw the Naga Ladies of beauty whose Face were like Full Moon.but could not find Sita, He saw the seniorinas of Naga who were brought by Ravana who won over the Nagas in the battle.; but could not find Sita.
Vayu’s son and one who captured Sun in a simple effort, Sagacious and intellectually brilliant saw other beauties bu could not find Sita was anguished undescibably. Though he was of immense Valourand with the efforts of Vanaras , seeing his having leaped across the Sea is going to waste. Was once again disappointed , got sown the Pushpaka Vimana, was in heart rending feeling due to grief and started thinking once again. (Slokas 25)
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