Hanuman Decides to Speak to Sita
Valourous Hanuman was hearing the conversation between Rakshasis and Sita as well as the Thrijhada’s dream. Then he saw Sita who was looking like the celestial Angel of Indra’s garden thought in very many ways. “ I have been fortunate to identify Sita whilst countless Monkeys have been searching world over. This Lankapuri’s greatness and Ravana’s Fame, specialities of Rakshasaas I could know by hiding . Like the Spy who secretly extracts the details of Enemies Strength I have come to know of many details. Limitless Valourous Rama who has compassion for all Living beings his Wife Sita is desirous of meeting him.So it is essential to give her comfort. The one who did not what is suffering , subsequently inflicted by agony,and who could not fathom the shore of deep sea of sorrow, Moon faced Sita I should Pacify her for sure. If I return with out ecouraging Sita whose mind is churned due to travails I will be subjected to great Dosh(Fallacy, deficiency, defect,flaw, offence, weakness, fault, imperfection, shortcoming, blame, catch, mistake, guilt, reflection, accused, culprit,delinquent, culpable,convice, blameworthy). This Royal Princess whose Fame is endless, not knowing there are people who are there protect her, if I return to Vanaras place,Sita will leave her Praanan(-Life force, Last Breathe,that without which causes Physical and medical Death). Rama who has face like that of a Full Moon Night and brings happiness to all is eager to See Sita. I have to tell him details of Sita as well is equally important.
But talking with Sita when Rakshasis are awake is impossible.What is the way forward? Each one is contradictory to other. This Night some part is still left.Within that tiem if I do not pacify her , there is no doubt that she will lay down her Life. If I do not speak to Sita , when I speak to Rama if he asks “ What is the message Sita sent for me?” then what can I reply him? If I hurry up without any message from Sita Rama will get angry will with his stern angry look burn me. I should talk to Sita and convey Rama’s message, without assuaging Sita , I go back to Sugreeva and Rama and bring them to wage war with Ravana what is the use? Before Rama, his army, come here , she will lose her Life. So I will stay put in the tree and wait till after Rakshasis go away, or when they Sleep that moment I should console at least a bit Rama’s wife and encourage her.
I am Vanara , can I very secretively in Human Voice speak ? or Should I talk in grammatical Sanskrit Language? If I talk like a Brahmin in Sanskrit “ Where is the practice of a Monkey speaking in Sanskrit? So Ravana has come in this form to destroy me” So will Sita think and be afraid.It is better I talk to her in Human Language loaded with specific Loft meaning.I cannot pacify her in another manner. I should speak to her in the language it is spoken in Koshala Country(of which Ayodhya is Capital).
That is ok.if I go infront of her in this Vanara (Monkey ) form and speak , seeing my form and noticing the directly opposite Human Language, already having been traumatised by Rakshasaas she may get more scared, may think I am Ravana as he is capable of taking any disguise and may yell. Hearing the Rakshasaas will cone running with many weapons.They with their ugly faces/ forms will surround me like Yama (God of death) and according to their strength will make efforts to either catch or Kill me. Seeing me holding Large Trees, Branches, and leaping from tree to tree . Seeing my Huge form to battle with those Rakshasaas Sita may think “ Where is the question of the Monkey in the Forest getting such a huge size? He must have been sent by Enemy who is capable of taking any disguise ‘ thus they may suscpect me. Then they will bring the gaurds in Ravana’s palace. Then they also will, battle with Trident, Spear and other weapons fiercly.Then being surrounded by them, and bashing them into tatters, I will get tired.; then I can not cross the sea.if by chance many Rakshasaas catch hold of me, She will not come to of Happenings of Rama as on date. Rakshasaas who are itnrested in torturing Animals “Who is he? Tell” thus they will torture Sita. Then also the task planned by Rama and Sugreeva also will fail. Lanka is surrounded by Sea where Sita is kept imprisoned. Others do not know the route to come here; Rakshasaas are also keeping Vigil day and night. If they catch me during the battle, or kill me apart from me another Vanara has to enquire, Verify and cross this 100 Yojhanas(30 km or 22 miles) wide sea, and can he accomplish Rama Karyam ( Divine Task of Helping Rama as he is none other than Maha Vishnu ultimately to decimate Ravana & the Rakshsaas)? I do not think so. Even if Rakshasaas come in countless numbers I have no doubt I can kill them. But then I think, I may not be able to cross the sea once again after that .In War Victory or Defeat is not a certainity. I would not like to involve in such a indecisive battle.Will any intelligent person will undertake work which is doubt ful to accomplish. If I do not speak to Sita, she will die.; if I talk to her in this Monkey form the mentioned dangers may occur.
Matters which are almost concluded if entrusted to an immatured Emissary , will be like the Darkness gets dispelled by Sun rise, will get spoilt as they will not be in tune with time and Situation. Kings who consult Ministers after considering various options, arrive at an optimum workable proposition, if the mission is entrusted to immature Emissary will not be accomplished. They think they are very intelligent and spoil the issue. Rama’s task should conclude; I should not get infamy of being of lesser intellect; . My crossing the Sea and my searching here should not go waste. Sita without fear should hear my words I am going to speak and get consoled.How do I accomplish these wthout each being contradictory to one another? I should tell about Rama who is the person of noblest Culture from here itself in hiding.Then only her mind will be focused on Rama and She will not become afraid. I should in Honey like words elucidate the greatness of Rama who is the crowning Jewell of Ikshwku Lineage and all his auspicious Noble Virtues. Only when I speak about his great qualities, which Auspicious and in consonance with Dharma will I be able to win her attention and earn her Trust thus thinking in various ways about Rama’s wife, thereafter the sagacious Anjhaneya hiding in the tree Branches started telling the Noblest apt sentences in sweet Honey like words. (Slokas 44)
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